katy perry & the occult: a journey through the looking glass

p.s. this stark, monochromatic portrait was my digital face to the world for years after i dove headfirst into the unknown in 2017, leaving everyone and everything behind. it was designed just for me, capturing the essence of that transformative time. a visual reminder of the path i chose and the person i was becoming. πŸ–€πŸŒ“

hey there, fellow seekers of the unknown! πŸ‘‹ buckle up, because i’m about to take you on a wild ride through my occult adventures that began way back in 2017. 🎒

the great escape πŸƒβ€β™‚οΈπŸ’¨

so picture this: there i was, stuck in a job that felt like a cage. 🐦 and then, on a whim (because who needs stability, right? πŸ˜…), i decided to pull a houdini. i marched right up to my boss and dropped the β€œi need better health insurance” bomb. spoiler alert: i didn’t. 🀫 i just wanted out. and just like that, i was gone, baby, gone! πŸ‘‹πŸ’Ό

panic at the disco (or just everywhere) 😱

fast forward to the next morning. cue the panic attack of the century. πŸŒͺ️ it felt like the world was ending, and i was the last person to get the memo. so what’s a guy to do? pack everything into his trusty ford fiesta, of course! πŸš—πŸ’¨

welcome to the shores πŸ™οΈ

i zoomed off to this fancy-pants apartment complex called shores in marina del rey. it was giving major β€œthe island” vibes (you know, that michael bay flick?). 🎬 i half expected scarlett johansson to pop out and tell me i was living in a simulation. spoiler: she didn’t. πŸ˜”

katy perry, can you hear me? πŸ“±πŸŽ΅

once i settled into my new digs, my brain went into overdrive. 🧠⚑ i remember grabbing my phone and tweeting at katy perry about her collab with dr. luke. something about thousands of layers in their tracks. because that’s totally normal behavior, right? πŸ˜…

a few weeks later, katy drops β€œrise,” and suddenly i’m convinced it’s all about little old me. πŸŽΆπŸ‘‘ cue the obsession with patterns in music and life. it was like β€œthe da vinci code,” but make it pop. πŸ•΅οΈβ€β™‚οΈπŸŽ΅

the fabletics chapter & the fog lifts πŸ§˜β€β™‚οΈ

fast forward through a few months of intense β€œself-discovery” (read: mild chaos), and i landed a gig at fabletics. πŸ‹οΈβ€β™€οΈ but His Universe wasn’t done with me yet. next stop: pasadena recovery center and bel air treatment center. turns out, years of mental fog and a bad reaction to adderall needed some serious addressing. πŸŒ«οΈπŸ’Š

the lonely road πŸ“Έ

2017 was a year of goodbyes. after quitting my job, i lost touch with everyone from the first generation of my magazine, elixir. πŸ“°πŸ’” i posted a photo that captured all the loneliness and transformation. it’s still a punch to the gut when i look at it.

a little scripture for the soul πŸ“–βœ¨

β€œfor i know the plans i have for you,” declares the lord, β€œplans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.” - jeremiah 29:11

looking back, maybe this wild journey was part of a bigger plan. who knows? πŸ€·β€β™‚οΈ

so there you have it, folks. my dive into the occult, complete with katy perry soundtrack and a side of personal growth. life’s a trip, huh? 🎒✨

mitchell royel! πŸ–‹οΈ

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